I’m doing a lot better lately. A lot.
I wish I could figure out why that is, but I really don’t know. I’d like to say that maybe after being constantly disappointed day after day, that I’ve just learned to not expect anything. All I’ve ever gotten from R. is sweet nothing, so … if it’s nothing, why not just let it go.
I’m better now. I’m not going to jump out there and look for something else right now, because I’ve got other things to do. I’ve come to realize that I need to fix/find myself first before I can expect to find someone else. Besides, I might say I’m better, but I’m still on the road to recovery…
Magical Trevor helps a lot 😉