Wastes

“You know you deserve better. You know you should stop. You know it all, but you know nothing at all. You waste your heart on knowing nothing. You waste yourself.”

 

I wish I knew not to make bonds with people. I say that because the closer you get to people (and the closer you let them get to you), the more power you give them to hurt you when they leave.

I used to give R. a hard time about his philosophy on that, because I wanted him to know that the only way to live is if you take a risk. But, I can’t blame him for never letting me in… look what happened to me. I let people in and when they leave they take everything with them. I need to learn to not get so close to people, not get so hurt when they leave. Because I can’t do this again. I can’t lose another friend. I can’t find another heart. I just can’t go through this again.

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